did y'know exactly how much I love ya? (Sad song)

This is dangerous! Now I know why I suddenly miss my hubby so damn much this day.

I desperately miss him :'( Sampe dadaku tadi sore itu sakit banget dalam arti harfiah. Gara-garanya apa coba?

Awalnya gara-gara para PETALS dan ELF yang depresi tentang Heechul yang mau wanmil, yang sialnya, bersamaan dengan aku yang ngeliat poto lamanya Saengi di beranda facebook (temenku pakek foto Saengi dan apdet stat mengatas namakan Y.E.S)

Dan tiba-tiba aku takut... kalo Saengi bakal ninggalin para Triple S buat Wanmil juga :'( *untuk sekarang gak mungkin si -__-*

Tapi tetep yang namanya takut kan bisa aje. Yang jelas kudu nanges! Biasalah... kalo udah kumat, kan aku mesti cengeng.

Padahal awalnya aku enak-enak baca Yaoi sama donlod anime Yaoi lho... isa tiba-tiba kumat gara-gara Saengi kuwi laopo yoh? Ahhh! Pokok nya wis,, kalo udah kumat aku mesti parah DX nyesekno ati.

Sebeeeeeeel~! Segalanya serba sensi... Masalahnya akhir-akhir ini berita tentang ss501 tersendat gara-gara gak bisa buka dashboard blogspot! *tendang blogspot* makanya gak bisa apdet berita tentang SS501!!!

Kok ya untungnya temen2 TS di facebook pada baek-baek semua! Aku dapet kabar hari ini ternyata full versionnya "Sad Song" rilis dan bisa di donlod di media fire.

Disini.

SUMPAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! Surga dunia.... percaya ato enggak, aku bela-belain nge-pause donlod-an anime Yaoi ku (sekali lagi : YAOI!) dan beralih ngedonlod lagu barunya Saengi ini (OST dari drama "Protect The Boss" nya Jaejoong)

Oh come on,, kalo udah kumat dan kalo ini menyangkut Saengi, apa aja jadi absurd dimataku. Nggak terkecuali Yaoi. Aku buang tuh Yaoi jauh-jauh demi My beloved Heo Young Saeng. beneran ini! ck ck.

Ini liriknya yak (ber-credit loh)

캄캄한 밤 외로운 밤 난 자꾸만 자꾸 누군가를 떠올려요
kamkamhan bam oeroun bam nan jakkuman jakku nugungareul tteoollyeoyo
사랑 사랑 그런 사랑 넘 사랑해 쳐다보기 조차 힘든 사랑
sarang sarang geureon sarang neom saranghae chyeodabogi jocha himdeun sarang


슬픈 노래는 왜 하필 이럴 때 다친 내 맘 더 왜 아프게 하는지
seulpeun noraeneun wae hapil ireol ttae dachin nae mam deo wae apeuge haneunji
듣기 싫어 싫테도 자꾸 자꾸만 귀 기울이는 내 맘 난 몰라
deutgi sirheo sirtedo jakku jakkuman gwi giurineun nae mam nan molla


항상 곁에 몰랐었죠 사랑 따위 쉽게 살 수 있는 줄 알았죠
hangsang gyeote mollasseotjyo sarang ttawi swipge sal su inneun jul aratjyo
사람 사람 못난 사람 그런 사람 바로 나라는걸 깨달아요
saram saram motnan saram geureon saram baro naraneungeol kkaedarayo


슬픈 노래는 왜 하필 이럴 때 다친 내 맘 더 왜 아프게 하는지
seulpeun noraeneun wae hapil ireol ttae dachin nae mam deo wae apeuge haneunji
듣기 싫어 싫테도 자꾸 자꾸만 귀 기울이는 내맘 난 몰라
deutgi sirheo sirtedo jakku jakkuman gwi giurineun naemam nan molla


요즘은 나 자꾸만 밤하늘에 별을 세어봐요 한 개 두 개 모두모두
yojeumeun na jakkuman bamhaneure byeoreul seeobwayo han gae du gae modumodu
반짝이는 별들은 흘러 내리는 이 눈물은 모두 그댈 향한 내사랑
banjjagineun byeoldeureun heulleo naerineun i nunmureun modu geudael hyanghan naesarang


슬픈 노래는 왜 하필 이럴 때 울고 있는 나를 더 울리는지
seulpeun noraeneun wae hapil ireol ttae ulgo inneun nareul deo ullineunji
벌 받아요 이렇게 그 누굴 울리면 내가 더 많이 울게 된다는 걸
beol badayo ireoke geu nugul ullimyeon naega deo manhi ulge doendaneun geol



난 이제 알아요 다친 내 맘 더 왜 아프게 하는지
nan ije arayo dachin nae mam deo wae apeuge haneunji
듣기 싫어 싫테도 자꾸 자꾸만 귀 기울이는 내맘 난 몰라
deutgi sirheo sirtedo jakku jakkuman gwi giurineun naemam nan molla



슬픈 노래는 하필 이럴 때....
seulpeun noraeneun hapil ireol ttae....




credit:bhulster

ENGLISH TRANSLATE:

On this dark night, on this lonely night
I keep, keep thinking of someone
Love, love, that kind of love
I love you so much
My love, who's hard even to look at


* Why is this sad song playing now
And making my scarred heart hurt more?
I don't want to listen but I don't know why-
my heart keeps keeps listening


I never knew when it was by my side
I thought I would live easily while in love
Person, person- bad person- I realized I was a bad person


* repeat


These days, I keep counting the stars in the night star
Each and every one of them
These twinkling stars, these trickling tears-
All of it is my love toward you


Why is this sad song playing now
And making me cry even harder?
You get punished- if you make someone cry, you cry even harder


I now know- why my scarred heart is hurt even more
I don't want to listen but I don't know why-
my heart keeps keeps listening


Why is this sad song playing now...


CREDIT:POPGASA

Aku dengerin tuh lagu sambil mejemin mata. Menyesap suaranya Saengi dalem-dalem sampe kedalem hati, tulang, daging, seluruh tubuh lah. Oh god,, he's still my prince :') he's still the one who can make me so in love :') Love him more ♥ ...

Dont you think that he's manlier than before? But still, he cant hide his cuteness though :P

Ya! Heo Young Saeng,, did you know exactly how much I love ya? Im dying for loving you! You baka!! (jiahh, nyampur banget bahasanye -__-)

AKU PENGEN KETEMU KAMU!!! Walopun itu cuma sekali, walopun itu cuma untuk ngelihat kamu dari jarak 10 meter.

Aku sayang kamu. Aku cinta kamu. Kamu tetep pangeran berang-berang kecintaanku~ Heo Young Saeng.

CINTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~ Seumur hidup!